Updates...
Ahhh...dearest Blog readers. Soo much has happened since my last post. Seriously!!
Well, quickly, here are a few things that happened--
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*I went to Florida to visit my dad
*I went on a Cruise to the Bahamas...the 1st cruise EVER!
*I learned how to Decoupage
*I got nice new glasses!
*Drank from the fountain of youth
*Started my second semester here at KENT
*Got a bunch of cool presents for Christmas
*Paid off all my bills :)
*The L Word Season Three STARTED!
*Lost some weight
*Finally went out to the club with Amelia
*Had a nice, quiet New Years
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So, as you can see, I've been pretty busy. :) Christmas break went very quickly. And I'm very glad to be back. I've missed my Pooh and my bed. And all of my wonderful friends. The only really sad thing that has happened is that RJ and I broke up. *sigh* I know. In all sincerity and honesty...I am really dissapointed. I had such high hopes. I don't really feel like digging up all the specifics...but she is now with Georgia. *rolls eyes* Really? Are you serious? But, she needs to do what she needs to do. And I really think she won't be happy until thats done. And as much as I'd like to be a pissy bitch about it....I really hope that things with her work out. Because she deserves to have everything in the world thats wonderful :) We still talk...and that makes things difficult...but I'll deal with it. Because...If I'm not there for her...to care for her...then who will be? And if that is just in a friendly capacity...so be it. I don't abandon people that I love. I just can't. I mean... I would if it was some sort of thing that hindered my progress in life...because I'm number one.... Highly unlikely in this situation.
And, surprisingly, I really haven't mentioned another big part of my life to you dearest blog. JAY! Well, let me just dish. Him and I met at Cedar Point...slightly. Mollie and I had talked about him and his girlfriend because I thought that he was very cute. :) But really, other than that...we didn't work together at all directly. So, when I came here to Kent, at the first pride meeting, I saw him. And I definately didn't remember his name...but I said hello. Funnily enough, I was really nervous...because at this point, I didn't have a single friend in Kent...and I had never really had anyone know I was a lesbian. He turns to me..and I introduce myself...and he didn't remember me! I don't blame him. I'm not that memorable of a person unless you really got to know me...and at that point...would you forget me anyway? LOL. Naaah. Jay was definately rude to me... And I think I decided that he was a jerk. Hahahaha. So, as the days go on, I see him more and more around campus. He tried to talk to me on the bus...but I was afraid of my friend Markita finding out I was gay...so I didn't really try to speak to him. Sometimes when I was alone I would try and wave...but it never seemed like he wanted to be friendly. Untill one night last semester after a pride meeting...We were all in the Rat and I heard him talking about how he was single. Which was definately news to me...because he had been with Amanda for like EVER. And of course, I thought that he was beautiful forever...and it just so happened that he came over and sat at our table. Gen started talking about how much of a looooser I am...and why I was single...and he surprised me when he said "Are you on facebook"? And I said yes. And it has been a wonderful and fantabulous friendship ever since :)
Its soo crazy how much he understands me. And we just get along fabulously. And I love him. :)
Let me just let you know that he is a jerk and he isn't coming back to school. SO I got abandoned. But its alright. And let me just tell you that most of the time, its not even like we are friends. I think of him more of someone like my boyfriend...just kinda unoffically. Its the weirdest kind of thing with anyone I have had ever.
And all of these things are complicated. My feelings about both people are conflicting and just weird. But, I'm sure things will turn out the way that they are supposed to. Hopefully.
Like John Mayer says~~
"Good Love is on the way
Good love is on the way
I'll be lonely, lonely, lonely
But I know I'll be okay"
Well, quickly, here are a few things that happened--
-----
*I went to Florida to visit my dad
*I went on a Cruise to the Bahamas...the 1st cruise EVER!
*I learned how to Decoupage
*I got nice new glasses!
*Drank from the fountain of youth
*Started my second semester here at KENT
*Got a bunch of cool presents for Christmas
*Paid off all my bills :)
*The L Word Season Three STARTED!
*Lost some weight
*Finally went out to the club with Amelia
*Had a nice, quiet New Years
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So, as you can see, I've been pretty busy. :) Christmas break went very quickly. And I'm very glad to be back. I've missed my Pooh and my bed. And all of my wonderful friends. The only really sad thing that has happened is that RJ and I broke up. *sigh* I know. In all sincerity and honesty...I am really dissapointed. I had such high hopes. I don't really feel like digging up all the specifics...but she is now with Georgia. *rolls eyes* Really? Are you serious? But, she needs to do what she needs to do. And I really think she won't be happy until thats done. And as much as I'd like to be a pissy bitch about it....I really hope that things with her work out. Because she deserves to have everything in the world thats wonderful :) We still talk...and that makes things difficult...but I'll deal with it. Because...If I'm not there for her...to care for her...then who will be? And if that is just in a friendly capacity...so be it. I don't abandon people that I love. I just can't. I mean... I would if it was some sort of thing that hindered my progress in life...because I'm number one.... Highly unlikely in this situation.
And, surprisingly, I really haven't mentioned another big part of my life to you dearest blog. JAY! Well, let me just dish. Him and I met at Cedar Point...slightly. Mollie and I had talked about him and his girlfriend because I thought that he was very cute. :) But really, other than that...we didn't work together at all directly. So, when I came here to Kent, at the first pride meeting, I saw him. And I definately didn't remember his name...but I said hello. Funnily enough, I was really nervous...because at this point, I didn't have a single friend in Kent...and I had never really had anyone know I was a lesbian. He turns to me..and I introduce myself...and he didn't remember me! I don't blame him. I'm not that memorable of a person unless you really got to know me...and at that point...would you forget me anyway? LOL. Naaah. Jay was definately rude to me... And I think I decided that he was a jerk. Hahahaha. So, as the days go on, I see him more and more around campus. He tried to talk to me on the bus...but I was afraid of my friend Markita finding out I was gay...so I didn't really try to speak to him. Sometimes when I was alone I would try and wave...but it never seemed like he wanted to be friendly. Untill one night last semester after a pride meeting...We were all in the Rat and I heard him talking about how he was single. Which was definately news to me...because he had been with Amanda for like EVER. And of course, I thought that he was beautiful forever...and it just so happened that he came over and sat at our table. Gen started talking about how much of a looooser I am...and why I was single...and he surprised me when he said "Are you on facebook"? And I said yes. And it has been a wonderful and fantabulous friendship ever since :)
Its soo crazy how much he understands me. And we just get along fabulously. And I love him. :)
Let me just let you know that he is a jerk and he isn't coming back to school. SO I got abandoned. But its alright. And let me just tell you that most of the time, its not even like we are friends. I think of him more of someone like my boyfriend...just kinda unoffically. Its the weirdest kind of thing with anyone I have had ever.
And all of these things are complicated. My feelings about both people are conflicting and just weird. But, I'm sure things will turn out the way that they are supposed to. Hopefully.
Like John Mayer says~~
"Good Love is on the way
Good love is on the way
I'll be lonely, lonely, lonely
But I know I'll be okay"
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