Its Almost Christmas!
Well, reflecting on my first semester here at Kent.... My first semester away from Findlay.... *sigh*. I miss my friends at Findlay... Chaddy Chad, White Kim, JMG, Black Kim, Mollie. But, overall...I think that Kent is a really fun place. I love it here. Its waaay different than Findlay...but I really believe that I was supposed to come here. Kent has provided me with so many opportunities already that I would not have had before. In the short time I have been here, I have opened up and grown a lot. There have been soo many things that have happened which show me this is where I am supposed to be. So, I'm glad that I made the right decision...and I am going to be very happy here.
Another thing that I have noticed this semester is that I need to get a bit more serious about attending class. The attendance policies here are KILLING me. So, starting next semester, I am going to try a lot harder to get to class. Findlay was waaay easier than here. And I'm lazy....very lazy....but that has to get toned down. I need to try and connect with some professors...and get involved with at least one Communications organization. The one thing that I am dreading is the drama and unmet responsibilities that occur with being a member of one. :( I like to be obligation free.
This weekend I am going home to have Christmas with my family before I leave for Florida next week. My mom and I have a whole bunch of stuff planned for Saturday...and I will be back on Sunday night. So, it will be short...but fun. I haven't ever been away from my family on Christmas...and I will miss them a bunch. Also, I would have loved to spend Christmas with "QT". But, I think that my Dad deserves at least one Christmas with me. I just know that I'm going to have to be fake...and act like I like his family. Like they have ever done anything for me. But, I just have to keep a positive outlook...because I am almost absolutely sure that it will be better than I think it is going to be.
This past week was very eventful. I'm not going to really divulge many details...besides the fact that I got to see "QT" 22347820347203482309842 times! And that is the best. I can't even say how much I care about and adore her. To me, she is soo beautiful. I love to look into her eyes...hug her...and just sit and talk. Her laugh is the best sound in the world. Her smile is electric, her skin is soo soft, her hair smells soo good and she treats me like a princess. :-D When we kiss, all I can think about is being in her arms....touching her...and savoring every moment I can. She is smart, caring, and I admire her determination and morals. She really is the most precious and gorgeous girl in the world. I lay in bed at night and thank God that I have someone like that to share myself with. I am going to savor every day, every hour, and every five minutes that I have with her...because during those times I feel 302938402384 times more alive. She makes me a better person, and hopefully I do some of those things for her. :) I guess if I had to put a "moral of this lil tangent" down, it would be that she is amazing...and I love her. I do. Even with her fears and walls...she is wonderful.
Now that thats off of my chest! (lol...I'm suuuch a dork) I really want to see Cruel Intentions! I simply adore that movie. It is sooo cute. The other night, I was downloading songs, and came across one from the movie by Counting Crows. MAN. I looove that song. I think it is called Colorblind....or something like that. Now, if you haven't seen the movie, and you listen to that song...you probably wouldn't think it was romantic. But, when you do see the movie...you will completely melt away when you hear it. I keep playing it over and over...because it is just that good. It is suuuch a cute cuddle up and kiss song. Awww! I really like that song.
So, yeah. I'm going to go ahead and end this blog. Unfortunately, the first draft was erased by Markita...but I think I covered all the topics I had previously included. Maybe I will remember to do this more often, but I doubt it. LOL. You know how I like to hit the "sleep pipe". ((throwback))
The Bottom Line- Kent is good....laziness isn't. Love is too!
Song- Colorblind, Counting Crows
Mood- Sleechy
