Can I get on my Blogging Game?

(Isnt this kitty the cutest..and funny too)




So, its been forever since I last posted on here....And I apologize to my negative six loyal readers. lol.

So, updates, updates, updates.

Most importantly...*maybe* I am now 20! And I like it. Yay!


So, yeah. Kent State. I really love it here. I love my room, friends, roommate, and everything. Its good. Sometimes, I get a lil sad...but thats cool. I can deal with it.

You know, as much as people croon and sigh over night time.....I really do think that I understand it. The phrase "The nights are hard" has really been ringing true. But, ya know, I just gotta be strong...and remember that being in a relationship is NOT required to validate me as a person, nor is it going to make my life more fufilling. Only I can do that for myself :)

Classes suck. I'm doing horrible. And it makes me feel bad. I don't know why I can't get my shit together...but it just seems like I freak out every time I try to do my work. Hmm. This can't be good. Of course, knowing myself, I shall some how save myself from the depths of eternal academic probation or the like. So, yes...I still have faith in this area of my life.

So, I found out that people think I'm sad. Aww! Thats kinda crazy...actually, I'm one of the happiest people that I know. So, that either means that I know some equally sad people...or I'm just judged unfairly on the fact that I don't talk. I can't help but be intimidated by social situations...especially ones where I don't know anyone. Well, I'm sure a select few would say "Talk to people". Riiight. Haven't you ever had that conversation with someone you don't know...and its awkward and stupid?! And then they keep talking away like everything is fine??? That would be me. LOL. So, instead of making myself look dumb, I am quiet...which makes me look dumb. Man, this is a raw deal.

Umm...other news....
OH!
I got a new computer. And if you're reading this...you probably already know this. But, I shall talk about it a lil anyway. *sigh* I love my computer.

Okay. I'm done with that.

Well, I guess...that last subject should have been a sign that I have nothing left to talk about. So, in that...I'm going to go and play THE SIMS~! Yeah!



The Bottom Line- Life's pretty peachy

Song of the Moment- Home, Michael Buble

Mood- Happy...Optimistic