These Last Couple of Days

These last couple days have been real fun! It seems like stuff is getting better...and we're just going to leave.

For all of you that aren't in the regular loop, we have been hanging out with Derrick and Lanette. They are soo freaking awesome! And then last night it was Derrick's brother Desmond and Molly T., and Derrick and Lanette. It almost felt like last year. Just staying up late and talking about different stuff between friends. Lots of laughs and just a good time all around. I miss the crew from last year. That is a big reason why Findlay sucks...(beside the fact that I can't pay to come here) and now we finally find cool people to hang out with...and we're leaving.

But, last night was FREAKING hillarious. Those boys are funny. And Lanette was just Lanette and that makes me happy. Cause she is the cutest girl ever! And I was just happy. We gave them nicknames! Derrick is "LL" or Lifestyles Large and Desmond is MAGNUM.

So....little by little...I'm getting sadder. But...I know that I will be back to Findlay...and thats all that matters. Plus...eventually I'll get a car...right?

So..last night after everyone left, Mollie and I sat around and talked and blogged. It was fun. Then...we went to sleep really late Mollie got up before me....(as usual..no surprise there) And then I hear her cell phone ring. And WHO could it be??? Trent! And he wanted to use my Zip Disk. Hmm..sometimes I wonder if he just calls me so that I can help him with his school work. Cause thats usually the story...well...anyway...I am going to start being the one who needs help.

And...thats my life story up to this point. So...I guess I am going to do random nothingness on the internet until it is time to go to PRSSA. (aka Hell.com)


The Bottom Line- I love LL and MAGNUM (the long stroke twins) plus Lanette and Molly T

Song of the Moment- Diary, Alicia Keys

Mood- Quiet, Energized, Tryin' to get my groove back like STELLA

Mollie and the 6 ft. Penis  

My LOVERLY Tattoo.... 

Tiffany Ramos--- Random Facts and Figures

Mollie and I are always looking for random things to keep us occupied in the early hours...and this happened to be something we found... So...I hope you learn a lil suptin suptin (just 4 u Mo)

Random Stuff You'll Have No Use For


Three Things That Scare Me-
*Old People
*Mentally Challenged People (there is a story behind this one)
*Towns filled with Ignorant White Folks (aka Billies.com)

Three Things I Don't Understand-
*Where an email is after you click send, but before it gets where its going
*How fish breathe underwater (Do fish drink water?)
*Math

Three Things I'd Like To Learn-
*Gaelic
*How to Draw
*How to be a sex Goddess!

Three Things I'm Wearing RIGHT NOW!-
*Class Ring
*White Tee (long sleeves)
*Ankle Bracelet my HAILEY made me

Three Things On My Desk-
*A mess
*My fish Pablo (a young bin-laden for life)
*Honey

Three Things I Want To Do Before I Die-
*John Mayer
*Have an orgasm during Sex (Multiples PLEASE)
*Travel the WORLD with someone I love

Three Good Things About My Personality
*Creative
*Genuine
*"Special"

Three BAD Things About My Personality-
*Too Passive
*Easily Manipulated
*Procrastination with a side of LAZY

Three Things I Like About My Body-
*My Hair (I have had a love-hate with it...but I have embraced its frizziness and now LOVE IT)
*My Eyes
*My Imperfect Perfection (aka..I'm Fat..but I still get play!)

Three Things People Don't Know About Me-
*I am Puerto Rican
*I am Pagan
*I have been Snorkeling in the ONLY coral reef in North America

Three Things I Say The Most-
* "I don't know"
* "I'll do it the night before"
* "Tell me a story..."

Three Places I Want To Go-
*Ireland
*Puerto Rico
*On a ROAD TRIP

Three Names I Go By-
*Tiffany
* "T"
* That tall curly haired girl that's friends with Mollie O.

Three Screen Names I Have Or Had-
* LuckyClovers16 (aim)
* Kitty_Kat_17_16 (yahoo.. I have had it since 1999)
* Asian_Delight_And_Lucky_Charms (yahoo..Molllie and I share this one)

Number Of-
Piercings- 6 (2 of which are now closed)
Tattooos- One (I got it when I was 17 and I love it...WILL post a pic of it)
Height- 5'7'' and One Half
Shoe Size- Men= 91/2 ....Women=101/2 - 11
Hair Color- Currently- Red ...... Natural- ???

Last-
Movie I rented- Lord Of The Rings 3 - Return of The King
Movie I bought- Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's Stone (or how ever you spell it)
Song I listened to- That's What Its Made For by USHER
CD I bought- Totally Hits 2004
CD I listened to- Usher, Confessions
TV Show I watched- House Hunters on HGTV
Person I was thinking of- My Mom

Do-
You have a crush on someone- You better believe it
You wish you could live somewhere else- Yep...Ireland, Not Findlay, Somewhere new
You think about Suicide- Yep...
You believe in online dating- Yuppers
Others find you attractive- FUCK YEAH...I mean...uh...sure..somebody does. Is it who I want? Probably not
You want more piercings- Re-piercings
You drink- Of course? Who DOESN'T drink stuff?
You do drugs- Yep...I do. I am a base-head for sure
You smoke- Uh...Yes...Directly and Indirectly
You like cleaning- Hahaha..This is the funniest! No. I hate it with all of my soul...I will make a terrible wife some day.
You like roller coasters- I worked at Cedar Point...aka Roller Coaster Capital of the World (literally)
You write in cursive or print- Both. I like to be flexible

For or Against-
Long distance relationships- For it
Suicide- For It
Killing People- Against It
Teenage Smoking- For It
Doing Drugs- For It
Driving Drunk- Against It
Soap Operas- Only if its General Hospital

Have I-
Ever cried over a boy- More times than I want to remember
Ever cried over a girl- Yes...I have done it
Ever lied to someone- Yes, I have
Ever been in a fist fight- No. I am a chicken. I run and hide :)
Ever been arrested- Nope, but hopefully someday

What-
Shampoo do you use- Currently- Garnier Fructis ...Usually- Pantene Pro V for Curls
Shoes- Etnies with sexy green laces
Is your desk top background- John Mayer...the sexiest man of my dreams

Favorite-
Food- Arroz y gandules (aka Rice and Beans), Pastalejos (aka really yummy), and Tortellini
Song- Man on the Side and My Stupid Mouth by John Mayer
Thing to do- Sleep and Procrastinate... (sometimes I do them at the same time...or one causes the other)
Thing to talk about- Sex...me...other people...
Sports- Badminton, Basketball
Drinks- Pop, Hershey's Milkshakes Chocolate Milk (specifically) Cranberry Juice, Fruit Punch
Clothes- Hoodies, Socks, and Button-Ups
Movies- Shakespeare in Love, Cruel Intentions, Aladdin, Pirates of The Caribbean, West Side Story, A Walk To Remember, How Stella Got Her Groove Back, Any Given Thursday, Harry Potter, Lord of The Rings, and Ray
Singer- John Mayer
Band- Incubus
Holiday- Halloween
Seasons- Fall
Number- 17

Number-
Of times I have been in love- Once and 1/2
Of times I have had my heart broken- Too many to count...
Of girls/guys I have kissed- Girls- 1 Guys- 15
Of drugs taken illegally- 8
True Friends- (current) 3 (past or inactive) 7
Enemies- Lots
Of scars on my body- 3
Of things in my past that I regret- 0

And... THATS IT !

I am sure that you are TOTALLY glad that you read that.... Now you have lots of new tidbits about me!



The Bottom Line- I'm glad I wrote that stuff down...maybe I'll remember now!

Song of the Moment- My Stupid Mouth, John Mayer

Mood- Happy, Excited, Optimistic



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Love Song For No One

I love John Mayer...he is awesome.

Its like he takes the most unexplainable feelings and then writes them on paper in a way that is incredibly descriptive. *SIGH* I love him..he is an awesome artist.

So..tonight was an interesting night. I went for a lovely walk and I think I'm losing my mind. I can't stop crying... I cried the whole way to Seven Eleven..and the lady looked at me and asked me if I needed her to call somebody. Hmph...I wish there WAS somebody she could call. No body can fix me...I'm just messed up. :(

On a more positive note...I had some really good hot chocolate and I can't sleep. Don't ask why me not being able to sleep is a positive. But it is. I chatted online with a whole bunch of people and this really cute kid. :) I love chatting online. Its nice to talk to people that don't know who you are and haven't ever heard of you before.

My last days at Findlay are slowly coming to a close and I don't really feel that bad. I am excited to be leaving here. I guess I didn't make as many emotional attatchments as I thought. I am more scared of going to the next place than leaving the old place. But...I haven't been a chicken with my life so far...and I am definately am NOT going to start now. I am going to leave here and head straight on to WSU. I can't wait to go to my first basketball game there. I am SURE its going to be awesome!

I'm gonna be soo tired tomorrow. BUT, thats okay..I dont' have much to do, and a midday nap is always fun :)

Well...the sun is rising..that means..."sleep time" for this girl...


The Bottom Line- I am a confused child..but I know where I'm going.

Song of the Moment- Witness, Sarah McLachlan

Mood- Depressed, Sleepy, Excited

No...You CAN'T Pet Pablo

I can't even tell you how many times I have told Mollie and Suki that they can't pet the fish.

LOL

It seems like evertime I blog, it is like four in the morning and I have nothing better to do. Well, here is another one of those times. I am sitting here, sipping water, in the dark, and Mollie O and Suk are sleeping away. I wonder what they're dreaming about. I hope its something good.

Today I taught my mom how to use AIM. WOW. It was really cute. I can't believe that we talked online. AWWW. And she told me that she prays for me everyday. And I almost cried. I think it was the combination of that are her using the internet and typing such cute stuff to me. I love her.

I also got to talk to my dear cousin Hailey. Again, she was freaking out. As usual...and I hopefully made her feel better. I never really know what to say because whatever I say usually doesn't seem like its helping her out. I dunno.. I hope that I am a good cousin and sometimes say something that is useful. I truly think that half of the time she doesn't believe anything I say. Like...sometimes I will tell her that I understand what she's saying and that I have been through that before...and I am sure she rolls her eyes and is like "suuuure". I can't do anything but laugh because I was like that before and I am sure I still do it. LOL. And I don't even think she knows how much I hope that she decides to come and go to college with me. I know its selfish and what not to want that...but I do. Sometimes, I really can't stand her...but sometimes I need her soo bad...and she is a million miles away. Hailey is the closest thing to a sister I have. And I think that she is better than any sister could ever be. *at least for me* And sometimes I think that she doesn't think that I appreciate her...or respect her. But I do. And I think that she is one of the most beautiful human beings ever. Geeze...I just love her a lot, and need her in my life more than she knows. :) Its nice to have someone who knows me. Like..who I really am and I don't have to keep explaining myself or defending myself to. Ya know? Someone who just excepts you as you are because they have known you from the beginning. Thats my Hailey Ann. AWWWW. So..I love her...and I guess thats all I have to give.

Today I got beat with a five foot tall penis. This is a first in my life. It was really quite scary..but everyone else liked it...so it was cool. Mollie played me to the left today...and I don't really mind. I guess she has to do that every once in a while so that I don't start to feel good about myself. LOL. Suk and Mollie and Megan ran around the building with the penis while I chatted with the fam. :) ....Then Derrick and Lanette stopped by and hung out for quite a while. I freaking love Lanette and Derrick. Unfortunately, thats a situation where Mollie got played to the left. And that doesn't happen very often. Despite whatever Mollie chooses to believe about herself. She lives a charmed life...and I will stick to that as long as she lives. So there!

I can't think of much else I did today...besides just hang out and do nothing. OH. We went to Denny's and it was packed. I got the worst service of my life and I didn't leave a single cent as a tip. Next time they should seat me in less than fifteen minutes. I mean..I knew they were busy...but SHEESH! They need to get on that.

I posted a picture of the Deck the Trees Board. I friggin think its cute...and I still can't believe that Mollie got that fake Christmas Tree Branch stuff to stick to the board with staples. I LOVE THE DECK THE TREES BULLETIN BOARD. :)

Oh...I love DEEZ NUTZ. :) Mollie really needs to know that thats my WBT farreal. And he needs to know that I am the woman of his dreams. I really need to be the woman of SOMEONE'S dreams. LOL

Alright...I am really going to sleep now. Not that I'll sleep....I will lay there for hours thinking about nothing hoping that I fall asleep soon...and then it will be morning. Then its time to shop for prizes for Deck The Trees. How fun...(sarcasm)


The Bottom Line- I love Hailey Ann Robinson...Lanette and Derrick

Song of the Moment- My Stupid Mouth, John Mayer

Mood- Depressed, Hurt, Silly, Lovey :)

The Bulletin Board Mollie and I made